1. |
dystopian prelude
00:22
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2. |
you're killing me
04:09
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there are somethings one cannot bear
real life, every now and then
It's draining me dry
everything at the same time
it's killing me
erasing the plans for a life
where are you now?
where are you now?
where are you now?
it's killing me
razing the plans for a life
where are you now?
where are you now?
where are you now?
there are somethings one cannot bear
real life, all the time
I know for a fact
that hope left me
it's killing me
razing the plans for a life
where are you now?
where are you now?
where are you now?
It's killing me
erasing the plans for a life
where are you now?
where are you now?
where are you now?
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3. |
shadow being
05:15
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it hit like a thousand needles
lifeless and cold
I'm home
darkness all along
I'm home
it hit like a thousand needles
lifeless and cold
I'm home
darkness all along
I'm home
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4. |
sweet, soft and lonely!
05:04
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I take a look inside right now
it's not as pretty as it can be
no source of light is coming through
no affirmations of you
I feel the closure, the curtains falling in
I shouldn't leave it for tomorrow, oh
I'm tired, hopeless
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5. |
lobotomy
04:32
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my invitation to a world of confusion
nothing more
missing the point yet
fixing the old ways
lying to yourself again
I wouldn't know my place
a twisted play in gray
your tiny hand reaches my skin
I'm taking you with me
I'm taking you with me
I'm taking you with me
nothing more
is it better?
intrusive thoughts, back and forth
let me see you once more
and maybe, maybe we can feel again
laid upon your thighs
I'll be better
I wouldn't know my place
a twisted play in gray
your tiny hand reaches my skin
I'm taking you with me
I'm taking you with me
I'm taking you with me
I'm taking you with me
I wouldn't know my place
a twisted play in gray
your tiny hand reaches my skin
I'm taking you
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6. |
Sasha
02:53
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7. |
embracer
04:46
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dread
embrace your dread
embrace it
there is nothing for us here
embrace it
embrace it
embrace it
embrace it
dread
embrace your dread
embrace it
there is nothing for us here
embrace it
embrace it
embrace it
embrace it
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8. |
a cold room
06:37
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I don't understand
I don't understand
I don't understand
what happened to me
what made me do it
what eats me from the inside
what killed my inner child
oh
I don't understand
I don't understand
I don't understand
what happened to me
I'll promise to behave
I'll promise to behave
I'll promise to behave
will you believe me?
will you believe me?
will you believe me?
will you believe me?
will you believe me?
something, absolution
to live and feel it's hard I know
but wait I know but please just listen to me
I've been waiting for so long
I lost myself to the world
the room is cold and I feel myself getting older
folding without ease, wasting my abilities
rotting away with a deep wound
a sea within me
will you believe me?
will you believe me?
will you believe me?
will you believe me?
will you believe me?
(believe me)
(believe me)
(believe me)
(believe me)
I don't understand you
I don't understand you
I don't understand you
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9. |
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no room for me
few things to make space
too many things today
so many days
no way for me
the floor is sinking in
the steel is blending
with my hands and feet
and I beg and ask
and I wither unassisted
please put me at ease
put me at ease, please
and I beg and ask
and I whisper
please put me at ease
put me at ease, please
for this
cotton white envelops
it burns and grows
dead angels in the snow
dead angels in the snow
dead angels in the snow
(dead ends)
and I beg and ask
and I wither unassisted
please put me at ease
put me at ease, please
and I beg and ask
and I whisper
please put me at ease
put me at ease, please
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10. |
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a knot with silver choirs
along with faint desires
a fierce blow with no smile
know everything there is to know
and make it count for you
(you) wont get in time
I get it now
because the taste comes back to the heart and
I don't know how to make stop, oh no
kind and addicted, in bedrooms you float
it comes and goes in life and
I vow but I couldn't care anymore
I vow but I couldn't grow apart
from you
I'm
slowly going
slowly going
slowly going
in vain
because the taste comes back to the heart and
I don't know how to make stop, oh no
kind and addicted, in bedrooms you float
it comes and goes in my life
I vow but I couldn't care anymore
I vow but I couldn't grow apart
the taste, it holds me back, it made me, it aches
numb and addicted, in boredom you fold
to keep the flow
and now you go
on your own
beyond the sweets and crystals
beyond the real and physical
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11. |
Noir
03:00
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12. |
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same sight
the same might on you
a late night
your burden in desguise
the cold is coming through
it hurts to think
"we're going somewhere soon"
it's all you knew
no, I can't stand this
(I see you falling)
no, I can't watch it any longer
(I see you falling)
tearing yourself limb by limb
what made you be here?
oh dear, I wish you couldn't see...
doorways to oblivion
and frozen roads ahead
crawling to a mattress
waiting for the night to end
but it won't go away
but it won't go away
not today
it won't be easy
it's never that easy
it won't be easy
it's never that easy
sooner or later
the truth will come for you
sooner or later
the truth will come for you
it will break you down
crush your soul to mold
it will break you down
highways to delirium
and a shattered home ahead
climbing up a window
new heights to dive
(I see you falling)
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13. |
menu (bonus track)
01:00
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14. |
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15. |
shadow being (vn cut)
07:37
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16. |
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17. |
lobotomy (vn cut)
05:11
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18. |
embracer (vn cut)
03:12
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19. |
a cold room (vn cut)
06:37
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20. |
dead ends (vn cut)
03:40
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21. |
derelict hearts (vn cut)
02:36
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