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apathy

by ASTROPHYSICS

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oneironaut 06:51
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soft goth 04:01
what is that one thing that drives you what is that one thing that makes you shine you can't make this up the best you can, is not enough this one is pessimistic you wanna live a life you never had you're gonna fake a laugh and lie your way ahead you're saying pretty words to hide your face your broken notion only leads to self destruction this one is pessimistic (the best you can is not enough what did you expect from it? will you ever shine again? by yourself? all alone? somethings are not meant to be understand, go home all alone) you're gonna share you're sad stories with your friends you wanna think somebody one day ever cared hold me hold me you say it alone alone, you were always alone alone, you were always alone (hold me hold me you say it alone but you were always alone) alone
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narcotics 05:08
narcotic nights are not so different one day you feel great next day you might die narcotic nights now you will ignite me russian roulette with my life In the lowest of my heights take a deep breath everything will set it 'now I think it's time to leave leave em right now leave em right now just leave leave em right now leave em right now pretend you got a life to live pretend you got a life to live pretend you have your best to give pretend you have a mouth to feed pretend you're not a lie a lie take a deep breath higher thoughts will drown in all you have to do is leave leave em out right just leave to live a life of lies you make everynight a lie you will burn in hell for that burn in hell for that burn in hell burn it narcotic nights are all so similar they take away your yearn to live until we take off numb for something fool me for a dream
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fishnets 06:00
this is the end of me this is the end of history I'll find another place to be fishnets, makeup, lipstick black flag, music, citizenship I'm up to anything I'll put myself in orbit to be the red star that will shine forever upon those who dare to try dreamless state of apathy I'll bring a long gone taste of ectasy for you to remember what you're fighting for this is the end of me this is the end of me This is the end for me this is the end of our misery I'll found myself a way to live movement, street and action movies, youth and affection I'm up to anything fishnets, makeup, lipstick red flag, riot and unity I'm playing with everything I'll put myself in orbit to be the red star that will shine forever upon those who dare to try dreamless state of apathy I'll bring a long gone taste of ectasy for you to remember what you're fighting for I'll put myself in orbit to be the hope of a better life for the poor souls deceived by lies urgent need of epiphany I'll bring a immortal dose of my medicine for you to be able to stand on your feet this is the end of me this is the end for me this is the end for me
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traumacore 03:55
iron scent along with gas in veins I'll be the one to drown I'll be the one to choke reach the key while you still believe I'll be the one to feel your painful lie your scars will bring me to tears for nothing will ever be the same again take my name and cry until the end of time (I'm floating forever) mark my world for me to go away like I'm going down like I'm fading out see through me while I'm crystal clear I'm going up just floating out of reach (I'm floating forever) your scars will bring me to tears for nothing will ever be the same again take my name and cry, cry, cry
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dark circles 05:16
are you afraid of closing your eyes? when it's pitch black, what do you find? I'm playing dead all night Mind is too weak, future is bleak when the sun out where do you hide? I'm freaking out right now I'm losing it all tonight abusing myself full time my emergency test i'm not yet prepared to face a life and face regret to see in the dark is the hardest part my new pastime with closed eyes with closed eyes are you afraid of closing your eyes? afraid you have more dreamless nights? Afraid you have more and don't sleep anymore? I don't sleep anymore
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manifesto 03:40
the fading light is just perfect to blur the shadows on this room and easy the aching fatigue on uneventful eyes please just wait for me please just wait for me and who you are? someone too far and who you are? someone, nothing scattered routines simple addictions anger is the key sweet solitude push everyone away from me scattered routines simple addictions anger is the key sweet solitude push everyone away from me please just wait for me please just wait for me someone? anyone? scattered routines simple addictions anger is the key sweet solitude push everyone away from me scattered routines simple addictions anger is the key sweet solitude push everyone away from me
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shine 05:43
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apathy 06:08
embrace me as we take off we'll be introduce to war no more confort no more no more expectations no more joy no more kindness no more love no more no more expectations no more joy no more kindness no more

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I'm the dweller of broken dreams, living in pure anxiety I'll float into the unknown.

An album about impossible peace among hopeless chaos. A chase for a future that no longer exists, a contemplation of one's inexistent beauty, a call for help.

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released November 6, 2020

art by: Cyn'thea Windervaux | @cyntheawindervaux

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ASTROPHYSICS Rio De Janeiro, Brazil

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