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The Unending Need For Perpetual Motion

by ASTROPHYSICS

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1.
hold me tight like a child, afraid of the dark see thru my eyes and save me fell from the skies and lost my precious little light all I do is roam alone avoiding time plastic focus helpless visions and cardiac arrest followed by death followed by hollow claps and laughs and pavement and long and boring roads back home where nothing makes sense hold me tight like a flower, fragile and docile but hold me now before our time runs out before our time runs out before our time runs out before the door closes before the nightfall plastic focus helpless victims an absence of wings and substance abuse
2.
dawn of mine anxiety is carrying your surprise turns my afliction into wine sobering my being to survive but I don't mind what is this I hear? what are you asking? what are you asking? what is this I hear? what are you asking? what do you want me to be? why? why? love of mine loyalty is caring your demise is turning my ambitions upside down silencing my reasons to comply and I don't mind I won't cry I won't cry I won't cry I won't cry (what is this I hear? what are you asking? what are you asking? what is this I hear? what are you asking? what do you want me to be?)
3.
the hill seemed far from the place where I've found you but no land on earth could mimic the spirit you descend into my realm you are frigid, broken to pieces you descend into my realm in rags, you fell out of the clouds I hold you with all my might our shadows dance, surround us a pretty little glance towards me you sadly said: "you know, I'm not good" it makes me laugh to celebrate the conquest your throw your gentle arms around me a sour, simple kiss in my lips to seal the deal but the field seemed far from the place where I've found you and no land on earth could mimic the spirit you descend into my realm you are frigid, broken to pieces you descend into my realm to hell, you fell out of the clouds I hold you with all my might no place on earth could mimic the spirit nothing can separate the feeling our shadows dance, surround us a pretty little glance towards me you sadly said: "you know, I'm not good" it makes me laugh it makes me laugh to celebrate the conquest your throw your gentle arms around me a sour, simple kiss in my lips to seal the deal you descend into my realm you are frigid, broken to pieces you descend into my realm in rags, you fell out of the clouds I hold you with all my might (I hold you with all my might I hold you with all my might)
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antithesis 05:33
phantoms haunting my dreams every night I thought 'I might be crazy now' peeling the horrors off my face to gather all my friends again tomorrow will be different I'm always repeating this phrase unable to control the haste I feel insane, I feel insane and you keep messing with me and you keep coming uninvited wrap myself up and put me underground for life for life for life Crack my head apart Split my neck in half Fold my bones in two (and now my eyes are red tired and stoned crying and making nonsense songs) and you keep messing with me and you keep coming uninvited wrap myself up and put me underground For life, for all eternity. crack my head apart (for all eternity) split my neck in half (for all eternity) fold my bones in two hold me with your love love
5.
mine 04:19
the flashes got everything right the hazy air is filling up my mind the man in me wasn't meant to be the room I live wasn't made for me the noise I hear wasn't always here the things I did are running, coming for me catching up the time that will never be mine that will never be mine you will never be mine you will never be mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine mine a thousand years have passed me by and a thousand faces were just like mine that pleasant feeling that once was here is no more the girl in me wasn't meant to be and the floor I lay wasn't build for me the borrowed life I left behind is no more the flashes got everything right the heavy air is filling up my mind the stranger I see wasn't always here the things I did are running, coming for me catching up the time that will never be mine that will never be mine
6.
sunburned 04:11
when you are alone and got nothing to do where do you turn to? where do you turn to? when you're standing still and light keeps fastening where do your eyes go? when you're sunburned? I don't know when they take your clothes and make you dance on a screen where do you fall in? how does your heartbeat? I don't want to know I don't want this at all when you walk alone and there is nothing do to where do you turn to? what are you hoping to get? I don't know I don't know I don't want to know I don't want this at all at all at all
7.
I'm not afraid of tomorrow I'm afraid of an unholy light before ambitons, conditions I found myself in an evil picture the hollow face of the others it's terror everytime cynical, oblivious, lies on top of pride. the broken link of a friendship the feeling that ceases to exist a hidden cave in the corner with a cruel digital kiss digital digital kiss this takes ten times more of our mental strenght and it takes way less to see your yourself in a cage, desintegrating in a clinical way in a physical way I'm not afraid of tomorrow I'm afraid of the ryhthm I'm afraid of their logic and their horrible fictions the hollow face of the others they have your body on a leash cynical oblivious nothing but evil nothing but evil this takes ten times more of our mental strenght and it takes way less to see your yourself in a cage, desintegrating this takes ten times more of our mental strenght and it takes way less to see your yourself in a cage, faded faded I'm not afraid of tomorrow I'm afraid of the ryhthm I'm not afraid of tomorrow I'm afraid of the ryhthm
8.
I've been wasting life away all cycles lead to pain and everyday the sun sets I look the same frightened like the animal I am free my being free my being free my being free my being free my being (curse the ones that cursed you) free my being (curse the ones that cursed you) free my being (curse the ones that cursed you) free my being (curse the ones that cursed you) free no more no more I'll gather my feathers and one day I'll slay the giants when they sleep
9.
hvn 03:16
(motion) heaven abandoned you hideous like everybody lose me I don't feel I don't feel you mirrors fly above mirrors fly above I don't feel anyone anyone wave me the flag wave me the flag mirrors fly above mirrors fly above I don't feel
10.
the wind screams like a cold little girl abandoned by their loved ones, reaching for no one twisting and struggling to live for just another day but nothing seems in place, nothing nothing nothing seems in place it aches to wait it aches to wait they will not wait for you they will not wait for you they will not wait for you they will not wait for you they would not wait for you they would not wait for you they would not wait for you they would not wait for you cuz nothing stays in place nothing stays in place nothing seems in place it aches to wait it aches to wait it aches to stay in place the world screams like a cold little girl

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WE ARE ALL BORN WITH THE ABILITY TO FLY
TO SOAR HIGH IN THE SKY AND SEE WHAT NOBODY CAN SEE
HOWEVER, THE WORLD ITSELF IS A COMPLEX CAGE
BUILT BY OUR VERY OWN ANCESTORS
MAINTAINED BY WICKED IMORAL VILLAINS
TO LAST FOR ALL ETERNITY
SUSTAINING ITSELF WITH OUR VITAL ENERGY
AND OUR WILL TO FLY

artwork by @hold_party_

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released March 15, 2024

THANKS TO

BIEL
DJ DENGUE
LUA
MINTTT
MURRUMUR
THE MALL
YURI UMEMOTO

Dedicated to my father and my beautiful little black cat.

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